Although his name was Hopewatch,
everyone in his small village called him “Hopsy.” He was seven years
old, medium stature for a boy of his age, with chestnut-brown hair, and
an exceptional childlike smile. The very thought of a smile seemed to
initiate a small dimple on his right cheek. He had tried pushing his
tongue against the small dimple or sucking his right cheek to hide it
when it wasn’t an appropriate time for him to be smiling, but after
some time it became very obvious to everyone what he was trying to do.
As he grew, he’d thought of many different ways to somewhat hide his
odd behaving dimple, but finding all his efforts in vain, he finally
gave up and learned to live with it. What he liked most about himself
was his extraordinary big honey-brown eyes. They seemed to exert his
true feelings at all times. One look into his eyes and his mother,
Narkiz, knew instantly how he felt.
“You’re an open book,” she would say to him. “I know when you’re sad or
happy, excited or content. One look into your eyes and I know whether
you’re lying or telling me the truth.”
Hopsy thought that his mother was the most beautiful lady in his small
village. She was slender and somewhat on the tall side for a girl. Her
shoulder length charcoal-black hair prettified her oval face and her
warm chestnut-brown almond-shaped eyes. He loved her beautiful
smile and her soft and gentle voice. She loved dresses. “Pants are
made for men and boys,” she would say smiling to him. “Do I look
like a man or a boy to you?” Unlike some of the other women in his
village, he’d never seen his mom in trousers.
The night before his seventh birthday, he had tried and tried to
sweet-talk to his mother. He had offered the once-a-year occasion as an
excuse to skip school just for that one day, but she just wouldn’t
listen to his reasoning. He still had to do his homework. He still had
to wake up early in the morning. He still had to attend his regular
classes at the school. Her last words were, “You are going, Hopsy.” And
that was that.
It was on this day when he . . . no, not he . . . when the vision came
to him for the first time.
He was standing in front of the blackboard with a piece of white chalk
in his hand, adding, and multiplying numbers. He was halfway through
solving the math problem when he suddenly found himself nearly
paralyzed. He felt like a frozen statue – a statue made of bones and
flesh. He had tried to move his hands, his feet, and other parts of his
body, but he could not. The only thing he could feel was his pounding
heart as his unblinking eyes gazed at the blackboard. He also felt
something calm and soothing taking hold of his mind and the huffing and
puffing reactions of his bizarre thoughts. It seemed to him, standing
there almost paralyzed, that his mind would fly apart if he brought no
order in his confusion.
The numbers he had written, magically flew off the board one after the
other, and as if parading, they vanished through the solid walls. He
saw two ghost-like shadows looking at him as they loomed outside the
classroom window. They emerged through the thick glass panels, hovered
over his classmates, and finally landed gracefully in front of him. He
caught their eyes not merely looking at him, but staring, staring.
Staring at him.
Hopewatch couldn’t see their facial features. Somehow their faces kept
changing and moving like tiny rippling waves on the top of a pond. He
was sure that he could poke his finger right through their ethereal
bodies. Their eyes reminded him of a big glass marble he once had. He
couldn’t tell their age, or even what they looked like, but he
was sure that the figure of the tall ghost belonged to a man, and the
short one to a woman. They faced one another, nodded agreement, then
they turned and smiled at him.
The man ghost glided effortlessly over the polished wood floor without
moving his feet, approached the blackboard, took the white piece of
chalk from Hopsy’s hand, and started writing something. What was he
writing on the board? Not knowing became unbearable. He felt as if
nothing he had known was as important as knowing this. And there it was
at last. A single phrase.
Dream
the Hopeful Dreams of your Destiny
The ghost put the chalk back in Hopsy’s hand, smiled, glided back, and
held the hand of the woman ghost. Holding hands they bowed their heads
to him with respect. Then they floated through the air, waved their
hands goodbye to him, flew out the room the same way they had arrived,
and disappeared from his sight as suddenly as they had appeared.
“Well done, Hopsy!” The teacher’s lofty voice shattered his vision into
nothingness. “Next time I’ll give you a harder problem to solve.” He
chuckled. “You can step down and take your seat.”
As if in a daze, Hopewatch stepped down, eased himself into his small
desk, and stared at the chalkboard. He saw his own handwritten numbers
on it, and although he knew he had not finished solving it, the problem
was solved. Not only that, but the man-ghost’s message was not on the
board any more. Just like the two ghosts, it had vanished, too.
Confused, Hopsy slipped his hands under his desk and pinched his legs
to ensure himself that he was not dreaming. He was in the classroom,
the teacher was there, so were his schoolmates. Did they not see the
two ghosts – their message on the board? He looked around. The faces of
his classmates seemed to look as they always had. Normal.
He looked at the blackboard again. He could see that the math problem
was solved correctly, but he couldn’t tell how. He tried to remember
how and when he managed to solve it, but couldn’t. Somehow, for him,
time itself had been frozen during his vision. Or, was it the other way
round? It had to be. No one had seen the two ghosts or the writing on
the board. No one but him. He had to hide his dimple with his hand.
“Dream the Hopeful Dreams of your Destiny.” The seven words seemed to
be carved into his mind. Although he couldn’t understand their meaning,
the phrase was there, seen clearly with his mind’s eye. He felt a
little strange, but also excited at the same time by the thought that
the message was a secret birthday present for him. Yes! A secret
present from the two friendly ghosts. What else could it be? He made a
mental note to thank his mom for not listening to him, for making him
go to school.
On the way home he decided to tell his mother the whole story about the
two ghosts. His mother would know what that symbolic phrase was trying
to conceal and what it meant for him if it revealed itself in a simpler
way. He trusted his mother’s judgement. She was always there for him;
she was a good listener. She would listen to him without interruption,
smiling, encouraging, holding his hand. He was very happy to have such
a superb and understanding mother. He couldn’t remember ever seeing her
angry; not with him. Not with anyone.
Without looking back he walked toward his home. A block away from
school, Hopewatch recognized Lilly’s light footsteps approaching. The
shepherd girl. His best friend since they were babies. Lilly’s flowing,
long, curly red hair bounced on her slender body with each step as she
walked next to him. For a while they walked in silence.
“Both Lilly and you are Sunday children,” his mother had said
once. “You were born first and the following Sunday, here comes
Lilly crying.”
Everyone in the small village believed that Lilly was a very strange
little girl. The villagers murmured flying telltales about her since
she was a tiny baby. She would sit cross-legged in front of animals,
her green eyes staring into theirs, whisper her thoughts to them. The
animals would attentively listen to her, nod their heads, or wiggle
their tails in response. The villagers believed that she could talk to
animals.
“Can you read my thoughts, Lilly?”
“No.”
“You told me that you can read the thoughts of animals. How come you
can’t read mine?”
“Because animals want me to read their thoughts, and because they never
learned how to hide them from me or from other creatures. Somehow
animals know what other animals think and feel. They can sense it. They
have this extra sense that we humans don’t have. When they talk to me,
I feel like I’m reading a book. It’s all there in the book. All I have
to do is read it. I know it sounds weird. But just because I can read
their thoughts that doesn’t mean I’m crazy, or something. Does it,
Hopsy?”
“No, it doesn’t. Of course not.” He paused, then asked, “Do they tell
you their secrets?”
“Animals don’t have secrets, Hopsy. They’re not like us.” Lilly touched
his arm gently. “Hopsy, we don’t have any secrets between us. We’ve
always trusted each other. Haven’t we?”
“Yes.” He sighed. Staring at his shadow in front of him, he walked on
it step after step. “It’s funny,” he murmured as if talking to himself.
“I step on my shadow but I feel nothing. Like a ghost it follows me
wherever I go. Lilly . . . ?”
“What?”
“Do you think if I had stepped on a ghost, I mean a real ghost, would
he feel something, like pain?”
Lilly grabbed his arm and they came to a stop staring at each other.
“Hopsy, let’s sit against that shaded wall, and you tell me what it is
you are not saying. I can see it in your eyes, but I can’t read your
mind, remember?”
After putting their books on the ground, he sat down with his back
resting against the whitewashed wall. Lilly sat in front of him and
crossed her legs under her body. Her hair touched the blades of the
grass. Her green eyes stared into his, intensely.
“Now, tell me,” she said quietly. “Everything,” she emphasized.
Hopewatch took a long breath and let it out slowly readying himself for
the worst. Ghosts? He knew there were no ghosts nor did he believe in
ghost stories. At best they were only imaginative and entertaining
stories – stories to scare small children. Lilly would laugh at him.
No, that was not fair to Lilly. Lilly would laugh with him, but not at
him. There was a certain respect and understanding between them. Lilly
was his best friend. He lifted his head and stared into her attentive
green eyes.
“Thank you, Lilly,” he said.
“Tell me – when you’re ready. I’m not going anywhere.” An easing smile
appeared on her face. The same soothing, trust-me smile she
always had when she talked to her four-legged friends.
“Today at school – did you notice anything strange when I was doing the
math problem? Did you see something . . . uh . . . unusual?”
“No, I didn’t. But I felt something.”
“What, Lilly?” he said, excited.
“I felt as if the air-conditioning was blowing icy-cold air in the
classroom. It lasted for maybe a few minutes, I think. I had to hug
myself and rub my arms to stop shivering. When you finished the
problem, the air was normal again. That was weird.”
They, his two friendly ghosts, were in the classroom. No! It was not
just a vision. They were real. They were there, and Lilly had felt
their presence but couldn’t see them. Why did the ghosts show
themselves only to him? What was their message? Why him? His
imagination, his young need-to-know mind ran wild.
“Lilly, you may think that I’m climbing up on the nut tree, or losing
my mind, or something even worse, but it wasn’t the air-conditioning
that made you feel the icy-cold air. It was them. And I didn’t solve
the problem either. They did it for me.”
“They? I don’t understand you, Hopsy. Who are they?”
Looking into her eyes, he told her everything. First her eyes got big,
then bigger, her mouth opened wide, and when he finished telling her
his vision, she mouthed a soundless, “Wow!” After the initial
secret-sharing excitement was burned-out somewhat, Lilly wrote the
phrase on her yellow notepad. Then they manipulated the words moving
them around, attempting to better understand the real meaning of the
phrase. They ended up with two phrases, which they thought made more
sense than the single one. Full of excitement they read the results of
their combined efforts.
“Your Destiny / The Dream of Hopeful Dreams.”
“Hopsy,” said Lilly in a trembling voice, “you must be special to them.
I think they’re preparing you for something very important.”
“Like what?”
“I don’t know.”
They were so much engrossed with Hopsy’s vision and trying to solve the
mysterious phrase that they didn’t notice a man sneaking closer to them
until his tall figure was standing above them. He stood there, hands
crossed in front of him, his right foot tapping on the soft grass, and
staring down at Lilly’s notepad.
His name was Tito Sophfron. The right half of his face was severely
burned from the top of his forehead to under his chin. A milky filmed,
pupilless right eye gaped open through his burned eyelids. It seemed
that it was always fixed on the same spot, as if staring through
whatever his good eye was looking at. Both his mouth and nose were
deformed and crooked terribly toward the burned side of his face.
“What are the two of you doing here?” he shouted with his throaty,
raspy voice, his eye still glued on Lilly’s notepad. “Give me that,” he
demanded thrusting his long arm towards Lilly.
“No!” Lilly said and jumped to her feet. “You can’t have it.” She
started taking backward steps while holding her notepad behind her back
with both hands.
“Give it to me, you animal freak, before I break your neck like a twig.”
“Leave her alone, Mr. Sophron,” Hopewatch said calmly. He stepped
between them and faced Tito. “What she wrote on her notepad doesn’t
concern you.”
“You crummy little punks. I’ll . . .” Mr. Sophron started to say, but
left his sentence unfinished.
Buster, Lilly’s two-year old wolf was standing next to her, snarling
and showing his sharp teeth to Mr. Sophron.
Lilly’s father, Antony, being a shepherd himself, had found Buster in
the woods when he was still a tiny cub. He had watched the young
white-haired animal crawling on his belly, its big golden eyes staring
at the same spot, carefully moving toward its target. When it was close
enough to his quarry, it leapt into the air and its paws touched
squarely where the sparrow used to be. It looked up at the
might-have-been meal as it flew into the thick branches of a tree.
Despite this failed attempt, and with a renewed confidence, the cub
then scrutinized the slight movements of the grass. He hopped in the
air and landed on all four paws at the same time. Another futile
attempt. He ran after the trail of the escaping lizard through the
zigzagging grass.
Antony watched and smiled. The cub had stepped on Antony’s shadow,
looked at him with his big, golden eyes, and showed him its small sharp
teeth. Antony tried to scoop him off the ground. The cub moved rapidly,
crawled into the bushes, and tried crudely to imitate the rumbling,
growling sounds of his parents. The cub gave a fair fight before he was
captured. Antony fed him some fresh milk, put the pup in his lunch
sack, and knowing Lilly’s abilities with animals, he gave it to her as
a present. From that day on, she took good care of him and named him
Buster. And as if by a miracle, wolves no longer attacked or mutilated
their sheep or goats.
“Keep that thing away from me,” Tito muttered. Terrified he walked
backwards distancing himself from Buster’s teeth, then he was gone.
“Thanks, Buster,” Lilly whispered in his ear as she combed his gray
hair with her hand. “Come, Hopsy,” she said smiling, “let’s go away
from here before Buster gets angry.”
Tito Sophron paced to his door, pushed it open, and kicked it shut. He
was furious. He had been humiliated by those two little punks. He was a
soldier. He had fought and shed blood for his country. He had been
deformed doing his duty – protecting his fellow men, his flag. What was
wrong with the world anyhow? The Spartans knew exactly what to do with
their children. Took them off the streets at age seven, taught them
soldiering, taught them to be strong, taught them to fight, made
killers out of them. Kill the enemy. They’re everywhere. Kill them all.
Exterminate.
Tito’s blood was boiling hot. He forced his fingers into a giant fist,
raised his arm above his head, and hammered the table forcefully.
The middle of the table caved inwards, broke in two, and with a final
squeaking sound, fell on the floor. He stared at his fist as if he had
never seen it before, then he chuckled aloud. “I still got it! God help
me, I still got it,” he shouted and tried to smile at his image in the
mirror, but he couldn’t. His smile looked more like it was frowning or
mocking him. No matter. Although he knew that his smile looked crooked
and ugly, it was his smile. He liked it. He’d earned it. Hadn’t he?
His eye stared at the broken table. Suddenly, an uncontrollable urge of
wrath rose from the great depths of his gut. His right booted foot
landed hard on the half table, sending it to the other side of the
room. He watched it crash onto the floor. It squeaked and creaked like
a dying creature as it fell apart. He smiled. Yes! That felt good. He
kicked the other half even harder. It flew six feet high, traveling
toward the kitchen window. It smashed the glass into tiny pieces, and
bits of glass struck noisily down on the floor. It went through the
broken panels, and landed outside on his small vegetable garden,
destroying his tomato, onion, and pepper plants. Now that he had worked
the anger and frustration out of his system, he felt much calmer, and
nimbly justified.
Now he could pick up the phone and do his duty as he’d always done. No
little punks would take glorious fighting warriors and make amicable
citizens out of them. That was unacceptable to Tito. He could never
permit that. As long as he had one drop of blood left in him, he’d be a
fighting soldier, so help him God.
He picked up the phone in his huge hand, dialed a number, and tapped
his boot on the floor, nervously.
“It’s me. Me, Tito. Yes, Tito Sophron. Tito in the small . . . village,
you know. Yeah, that Tito. I think it happened. I heard him talking to
his, uh . . . animal-talker friend. She freaks me out, man. I heard
words . . . Something about destiny, ghosts, dreams. No, I didn’t have
the chance. Sir . . . the wolf – she has a damn wolf for a pet.
Unbelievable. Yes, I’m listening. I will, sir. Yes, sir. Goodbye, sir.”
He’ll show them punks and, at the same time, do his patriotic duty for
his country.
Somewhere at the foot of the tall mountains there was a green oasis.
Hidden under the shade of the enormous trees, a well preserved old
wooden house was built on the banks of the peaceful creek. After
entering through the window panel, fixing the math problem, leaving
their message on the blackboard, and paying their respect to Hopewatch,
the two ghosts flew hurriedly back home, and emerged into their living
aged-old bodies.
“It started,” said the old man. Then he took his long stick and made a
circle in the air. “Now let’s sit back and watch.”
Instantly, the circle became a giant, alive, viewing screen. They saw
the puzzled face of Hopewatch as he walked back to his seat.
“Such a beautiful little boy,” the old lady said, giggling with joy.
“He is the one, yes?”
“Yes, Mother. He is the one. We know that already. That is, if he
doesn’t change, if he follows his destiny, if we can keep him safe from
his enemies, if–“
”Look here,” she stopped him. “I’ve been married to you for how long
now? I don’t know and I don’t care to know it either. I’ve lost a son
and a daughter for our cause. Your children. I want no more
deaths. If you can’t protect the boy, then cancel the whole thing. You
listening, old man? I have no more tears left to cry. Do you hear me?”
“Yes, Mother.”
She took a picture from the wall and stared at the faces of her son and
daughter. Charles was six years older than his sister Henrietta. Like
their father, Zoticus, they were tall and slender. “My tall cypresses,”
Pheope used say to each one as she looked lovingly into their
eyes. They looked alike except for their eyes. Charles had inherited
his father’s serious, pale-brown eyes, and Henrietta her mother’s,
shining, gray-blue eyes.
Both, she and her husband, Zoticus, were devastated when the messenger
had knocked on their door. The message was very simple, but explicitly
clear. Their son, Charles, and their daughter, Henrietta, were both
dead. Charles had died instantly from the powerful explosion of a
claymore mine. For Charles the evidence was conclusive. Fingerprints
and dental records showed, without a doubt, that Charles’ body was
blown to bits and pieces. The messenger had ensured them that Charles
had died instantly. As for Henrietta, although they couldn’t locate her
body, she, the messenger had said, had either been eaten by wild
creatures, or drifted away in the thick jungle, most likely injured
from the powerful blast, and died elsewhere. After two days of
searching and combing the immediate vicinity in the thick jungle of
Vietnam, their investigation hadn’t produced any hopeful evidence that
she might be alive. So, Henrietta was listed as MIA – Missing In Action.
With hardened hearts and saddened spirits the old couple had accepted
the government’s explanation and looked no further into this saddest of
affairs. Scratching their deep wounds would only make it worse
than their bleeding hearts could bear. It had taken more that three
years for Pheope to accept the death of her children and to return
their framed picture to the wall of their house. She placed the picture
back on the wall, and after making sure that it was perfectly level,
she turned and stared at her old man as if he was not there.
“Can you protect the child?” she asked at last.
“Yes! With my life.”
“Is that a promise?”
“Yes. It’s a promise.”
“Good.” She kissed his aged, wrinkled cheeks, held his hand gently, and
sat by his side. “Now we watch.”
After about two hours or so, Zoticus snapped his fingers and the screen
disappeared.
“I believe they handled Mr. Sophron wisely,” Pheope said, giggling. “We
have to keep an eye on that Tito. Such a mean man. Destroying his own
furniture. Did you see that table flying out the window? I thought that
was hysterical.” She stood up, still giggling. “Some tea?”
“Yes. That’ll be just fine,” he said, and made a mental note about Tito
Sophron.